~jana's honest tea~

Now that it's freezing cold outside (ew) it's now time for the H o L i D a Y s!1!1 For this week's blog I'm going to write about what I would like for Christmas both non-materials and materialistically. So let's get started with the list (oof I sound like some youtuber) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1.) To be happier ------------------------- Yes, I know this does sound cheesy but people always say that teen years are the hardest but also are the ones to be the ones to remember and cherish so I guess I wanna be more positive about life and just see where that takes me. 2.) Money ------------------------- I mean without a doubt wouldn't anyone just like to be handed money. I guess this one's pretty self-explanatory. 3.) To be more useful with time ------------------------- I never do my homework on time these days, I just sit around on my phone and eat which is a complete foolery and always end up doi...

I'm on the way home from ccd and my ccd teacher was talking about how we need to be grateful and I know my parents say I'm not grateful enough as I text my friends on snapchat but I truly am. So I decided to make a list of things I'm very grateful for. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1.)  My parents~ I have so many things for me to be thankful for but listing them all would take up the whole page so I'm just gonna name a few: thank you for giving me food, shelter, and the love that you guys give me even though at times it seems like you don't love me like when you guys are R E A L L Y mad but I know deep down you guys still love me for whatever I do and that you guys just want whats best for me. 2.) My friends~ These are the people I have to confide in, I tell all my problems to them and vice versa. We laugh all the time and I don't know just seeing them makes me happy, like we could be on our phones and we'd ...

Where would I be in 10 years?? Well, I imagine myself sitting in a college class, learning in medical or law field? I don't know I guess that's what I would really like to see myself doing in the future? I know I would love to live in the city because there are tons of opportunities job-wise and me having a job would definitely help out with my college tuition and my textbooks that are deemed necessary to have. I don't really know why I'm saying like this is gonna become true but this is what I'm gonna try to achieve and I'm really unsure of what's gonna happen because I'm no fortune teller who could look in the future but I just really wanna do something that makes me happy I guess.

Well, I identify as a 13-year-old teenage girl. Umm, let's make this more descriptive. If you were to stumble upon me and we were complete strangers, you would just think I was a moody, and annoying teenage girl. Without further inspection, you wouldn't really know what's going on in my mind or what I'm really like. You wouldn't know that I'm really shy or that I wonder what I should wear for tomorrow. I don't know what to talk about anymore but I guess the point I'm trying to spread is to never judge a book by its cover and I guess that's it for this blog so byee ☮

As a kid, I would try to watch Spongebob but everyone would tell me to watch sesame street because it educational, I understand why they would want me to watch it (which I did) but Spongebob was soo funny to me.  I would always try to sneak to watch Spongebob maybe that shows why I always try to get whatever I want ( I mean doesn't everyone?) I did watch Sesame Street and some parts would actually help me in Kindergarten :) oH AND I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT YO GABBA GABBA!! I remember about how the show would always sing and play music. I feel like I associate some memories with songs, like I would just hear it and my mind would just click back to that specific memory.  Anyways, that was a quick glance of the list of shows I use to watch as kid so byee ☮

"So what are you a nerd of??" they ask. Well i'm a nerd of makeup !1!1! :) aha but for real I love makeup. I barely wear makeup to school (besides mascara and blush) I think anymore than that is too much but I really don't mind if they are. Usually I go through my instagram feed and look at makeup posts and see what I would like to recreate. I've tried makeup for the first time when I was 8 I think?? My friend and I were just playing around with glitter and a lot of pigmented eyeshadows and it was terrible :o it was such a mess to clean up >:( but anyways i've learned from my mistakes and continually improve, just like my goals for this school year!! It may sound cheesy and all but don't give up!! haha byee ☮

So this is my first post!! This weekly post is about inspirational quotes!! yay :)  So this first one is good to think about because it's just a reminder to be all about positivity!! ~good vibes onlyy~ haha, I think that that phrase is amazing, it makes me feel like a flower child. Onto my next quote which is ~over thinking kills your happiness~     So to me, this says a lot. Whenever you're stressing out over something so small remember it's not gonna matter later on in life!! I don't know but everyone has those days where they feel terrible and are so stressed out over something just like I said it's 👏N👏O👏T 👏     G👏O👏N👏N👏A     M👏A👏T👏T👏E👏R👏     Finally, my last quote is ~stay weird~      Well, you've probably heard the phrase "nobody's perfect" well they're right. Don't stop being you my fellow weirdosss ☮